I can't stand being away from her! I do feel so blessed though that she has 2 Grandmas that take care of her when I have to be at the store. They just love fussing over her. I remember how loved I felt by my Grandmas, so she is one lucky girl!
I had a scary incident this morning while driving to work. A 3 car crash right next to me on the freeway. I saw glass flying and the big BOOM BOOM BOOM in the next lane....right next to my baby girl. I have seen accidents, but this was just different. I felt so responsible and SO scared that anything can happen at any moment. I had to take some deep breaths and just started sobbing. It is just so scary all these little things that can happen and how responsible you feel for protecting this little precious being.
On a lighter note...Ava is a great little baby that has wonderful sleep habits!! Sans doesn't understand how lucky we really have it! She is only waking up early in the morning and most of the time will go back to sleep. It is great! I do have to admit the girl LOVES TV!!! Luckily Disney has some good programs and it is a great excuse to watch happy little programs that sing happy songs instead of watching depressing news in the morning!! It is my favorite time with her while she sits on my lap...I sip some coffee and we enjoy a cute little show and I sing to her!! I just have to savor these little moments because they will go by so fast! She will all of a sudden be all grown up, but for now she is my sweet baby girl!
