I am up at the crack of dawn...can't sleep because I have too much on my mind. There are many different decisions to make right now and not sure what I am doing exactly! I tried just lying in bed and instead of doing what my Grandma Evie would do...WORRY (bad trait I got from her), I tried telling myself....everything will work out just fine. I also had my mother in my ear with her famous advice on worrying....What does it solve to sit there and worry? What is the worst that can happen? Yes, mom you are right, but I still can't sleep, so I will get up and write a letter to my baby girl because that is something that takes my mind off everything else...thinking about her!
I am writing this letter to share with you how incredibly excited we are to meet you. Your dad tells me on a daily basis..."I am so excited to be a dad!" "I can't wait to meet her and hold her"
I personally can not wait until the day that I get to hold you. I have been waiting for this day for so long and everyday I look down and look at my belly, feel you kick and move around and say "This really is happening!" When we got an ultrasound the other day to make sure you were healthy and growing we walked out of the room so happy. Your dad had a smile from ear to ear and then we looked up and in the waiting room as we were exiting we saw the couple who went in before us completely sad with their heads down and looked like they had been crying. The nurse came over and said "The Dr. will need to speak to you" Our hearts sank for them because something is wrong with their baby. We looked at each other and said "We are so blessed."
You will probably hear all your life how much you were wanted and how long we waited for you! So, if your dad kisses your cheeks way too much (he loves to do that!) and I worry about you that is why! We have waited for this day for a very long time.
Love you bunches!
Mom (wow that is the first time I wrote that!)
Ok, now I'm crying. Lovely.
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