EMOTIONAL!!

So, I know so many posts lately.... emotions are running at full throttle, so writing helps me sort them all out! Well, and that fact that my mom and Sans are helping me get through it all. Bless their patient hearts!

We are weeks away from meeting our little girl and I never thought I would be a mess about it. I know these emotions are completely normal, but I wish I could feel normal for just a second.

I guess "normal" just isn't in the cards right now because everything is about to change...of course for the amazingly better. I take after my Grandma Evie in this department of starting to panic about every little thing....bless her heart!

So here are all of the things I am nervous about and hopefully these feelings will all go away once the are written down...

I am nervous....

To give birth

That she is healthy

Making the right decisions for her health and safety

I will be so sleep deprived that I can't cope or function!

I will be able to enjoy the time with her while I am away from my business

My life will be a juggling act with work and baby

AHHHH.....I feel better now! Thanks for listening to my worries! Now I need to put them to rest and enjoy each moment as it is given to me. We have waited SO long for this moment and embracing and remembering the time when we wanted this all so badly helps me put it all in perspective. Now if the hormones could just be laid to rest!