6 weeks!

Well, I don't have any photos...she pretty much looks the same just a tad bigger! We are thinking she resembles her daddy with a few of my features! I FINALLY got a smile today for making funny faces and sounds! Hopefully it wasn't just gas! It warmed my heart and really what I needed! This newborn stuff is tough! I will be honest I have had my moments of having a hard time adjusting to this mom stuff. I get overwhelmed at having to run a business and take care of this new little person. I am the type who can't stand to have tons going on in my life all at the same time. I like my life to be as less stressful as possible. I just can't cope well if it is the other way and let me tell you it has been a little much lately! I just have to cry at times to feel relief from feeling overwhelmed. It helps and then I am able to keep on going. Luckily, every mom I have talked to says that these first 3 months are the roughest and then all of a sudden the light turns on and it just gets easier. I am banking on that!!! It is tough to have these feelings because we wanted this for so long, so I feel like I should just be in a little love story right now with my newborn. I am sure I will be writing a post soon that will proclaim that we have turned the corner and it is easier...for now I am hanging on for this crazy ride!